I took a "First Response Gold" this morning, and threw it immediately away after it flashed the harsh "-NO" at me at 5am. Even though my beta is tomorrow, and I will have the bloodwork, I know that this cycle hasn't worked. So...I'm going to start focusing on what I can do to feel more "in control" and calm next cycle.
I am going to start doing guided meditation throughout the cycle, and yoga 2 to 3 times per week. I may add to this list as I do a little more research. I truly felt so chaotic during most of this cycle, I feel like I need something that I control to give me a little balance...and hopefully put me in a better frame of mind.
Waiting for CD1 to get here...hopefully she won't make me wait too long.
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9 hours ago
I'm so sorry you got another BFN. I don't want to test again because I know mine will say the same. I'm also going to try yoga this cycle. Let's hope our new relaxation techniques work and IUI#2 is successful!
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry about your BFN. I will keep my fingers crossed that CD1 will show up quickly and the next cycle will be the successful one.
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ReplyDeleteI'm usually too angry to sleep after the middle of the night BFN.
THinking of you, i hope your next cycle brings you a bfp and a healthy baby.